Sacrament
of Confirmation - Schooling - Books
- Friends & Orangemen - John
Sloan - Politics - Charles
Hamilton Teeling - Dublin - Lord
Mulgrave in Monaghan
I am shy of pedigrees. When I was a boy, however, there were
half a dozen of my relations among the Catholic priests of the
diocese of Clogher, and I listened with complacency to their
talk of the M'Mahons, chiefs of Oriel, and the M'Kennas,
chiefs of Truagh, as our near kinsmen, and I was delighted to
be told that under George III. when the existence of a priest
was at last grudgingly recognised, provided he could find two
freeholders willing to be sureties for his good behaviour, such
sureties for a dozen priests of Clogher were furnished by the
Duffys of Monaghan, who held land in their native Oriel,
under the imperfect tenure permitted by law. These were facts
which in after life I submitted to the test of critical scrutiny,
and found to be authentic.
I
was born in the town of Monaghan on Good Friday, 1816. My father,
John Duffy, was a shopkeeper, who by industry and integrity
had accumulated considerable property in houses and townparks,
and had purchased a share in a bleach-green at Keady, the art
of transforming the grey web into one of dazzling whiteness
being then, as it still is, one of the standard industries of
the country. The Ulster Catholics had been reduced by law to
abject penury, but at the beginning of the nineteenth century
they were here and there slowly lifting their heads. Even while
the penury was sorest old social distinctions were cherished,
and my father, as a descendant of "the old stock,"
was one of the few leaders of the people in his district. Among
the family papers bequeathed to me was a resolution of the Catholics
of Monaghan, thanking him for having acted as their faithful
treasurer for sixteen years, an authentic testimonial which
I prefer to a glittering and shadowy pedigree furnished by Ulster
King at Arms.
My
maternal grandfather, Patrick
Gavan, was notable in his day as a Catholic who had succeeded
in emerging from the obscure and trampled multitude. He held
on lease a large tract of land which had once belonged to his
clan, and was in fact a gentleman farmer. He was known among
his neighbours as "the King of Aughabog," and I remember
when a child pestering my mother to show me any crown or sceptre
he had bequeathed to his posterity; but to my despair there
were no regalia forthcoming. A tradition, however, has descended
to us which keeps him and his dame fresh in our memory. When
the Union was proposed it was sweetened by a promise of Catholic
Emancipation from a united Parliament, which the Irish Parliament
had peremptorily refused; and Paddy Gavan, like the Catholic
Primate of the day, thought the compromise ought to be accepted,
and got a petition in its favour signed by many of his neighbours.
But our grandmother Judith flew into a rage at the proposal
to give up Ireland for a bribe, and flung the petition into
the fire. The flame she kindled that day has illuminated her
memory for more than three generations among a numerous progeny
who are proud to bear her name. Judith, I regret to say, derived
her name, according to the genealogists, and perhaps her robust
will, from a Puritan soldier; her mother being daughter and
heiress of Captain John Dawson,
of Dartry, who gave her in marriage to a native gentleman, one
of the MacMahons of Oriel, father
of our Judith.
When
my father died I was only ten years of age, and the youngest
of six children. As one of my elder brothers was in the office
of Philip Hughes, an enterprising
merchant in. Newry, who was our kinsman; a second in the office
of another Newry merchant (the father of Sir Patrick Jennings,
who has risen to distinction in New South Wales in recent time);
and a third pursuing his studies as a medical student in Scotland,
the management of the family interests fell wholly on my mother.
If sleepless assiduity in the interest of her children could
secure success she would have succeeded; but to regulate complicated
accounts and take up the thread of incomplete projects, was
a task for which she had no experience or training, and I was
not of an age to be of any assistance to her. It looks like
a dream of another life, that distant time when, seeing her
exhausted with labour, I have induced her to hear me read a
story to divert her jaded mind, "The Children of the Abbey,"
perhaps, or "The Scottish Chiefs" for though the modern
novel was born with Waverley it had not yet penetrated into
provincial Ireland, and there was no national novel or romance
of which I had ever heard.
The
earliest political incident I can recall was hearing my father
read the letters of Wellington and Peel, when they refused
to serve with George Canning because he was friendly
to Catholic Emancipation. I was barely nine years of age, but
the oppressed learn their wrongs early, and I already knew dimly
and vaguely that Catholic Emancipation incant the deliverance
of our race from the subjection to Orange ascendancy in which
we habitually lived.
At
what time does a boy discover that he has in his bosom a monitor
who punishes him when he misbehaves, and comforts him if he
suffers unjustly? The Sacrament of Confirmation is administered
to Catholic children at an early age, generally before they
enter on their teens, and I received it in the ordinary course.
The bishop and a senior priest sat on the altar steps, and questioned
each boy in turn on the principles of Christian doctrine. When
I had gone through the examination the bishop asked the assistant
priest, "Do you think we may pass this lad?" The priest
thought perhaps they might, and I retired deeply humiliated.
The ceremony was followed by a distribution of prizes supposed
to be granted in the order of merit. The schoolmistress of the
chapel school who had prepared the boys for the sacrament arranged
the prize list, and to my consternation I heard the first prize
assigned to Charles Duffy, who in fact, had barely escaped
rejection. For many a day afterwards I was disturbed and unhappy
with the sense of being an impostor who had received a distinction
in the face of the whole congregation which he did not deserve.
I have never since doubted that conscience is a tribunal before
which the boy is as peremptorily summoned as the man.
An
ardent youngster must have some outlet for his sympathies, and
before patriotism awoke I was passionately religious. I can
recall a time when I was despatched to bed at nightfall and
took a coarse board with me to kneel upon under the blanket
lest my prayers should be too luxurious; and for years after
I read controversial books with avidity, and was ready on the
shortest notice to defend the most abstruse mysteries of religion.
But the first passion was superseded after a time by one which
has lasted all my life - the determination to love, and, if
possible, serve Ireland.
Some
account of my early schools will help the reader to understand
the social condition of Ulster at that time. The Ulster Catholics
had been deprived by the Puritan Parliament in Dublin of their
lands, their churches, and their schools at the beginning of
the eighteenth century, and they were long forbidden by statute
to obtain education at home or abroad, or to possess property
in land. At the time I speak of their schools were still very
often what were then known as "poor schools." The
schoolroom was commonly a barn or a garret, the furniture rude
and scanty, the walls and windows bare, and some of the pupils
probably shoeless and unwashed. But these establishments were
regarded as evidence of remarkable progress by those who remembered
the "hedge schools" of a previous generation, which
had not even the shelter of a roof. My first schoolmaster was
a one-handed man, named Neil Quin,
who had probably become a teacher because this deficiency unfitted
him for any other employment. He performed duties which were
merely manual with marvellous dexterity - mending a pen, for
example, as speedily and skilfully as a man with two hands.
A long loop of twine passed through two holes in a table held
the quill, flat, and was kept fast by his foot in the other
end of the loop, while he trimmed it with his right hand, which
happily remained. Of the elements of education Mr. Quin did
not teach us much, I fear, but he told us stories, generally
little apologues or homilies, intended to impart a homely moral.
His rudimentary science was taught with a scanty equipment of
instruments, but he contrived to make it impressive. One day
he let his hat fall from his head to the floor, and exclaimed,
"Now, boys, which of you will tell me why that hat fell
down to the ground instead of failing up to the ceiling?"
My
escape from this primitive institution was one of the most fortunate
incidents of my life. My eldest sister, a girl of vigorous will,
met me one day coming home from school in the midst of a clamorous
swarm of urchins, some of them bare-footed and ragged, and all
riotous and undisciplined, and she interposed with a vigour
worthy of our grandmother Judith. She peremptorily declared
that I should never return to that society. But where was I
to go? There was not a Catholic school in the county a whit
better. There was, however, a classical academy in the town
taught by a Presbyterian minister, the Reverend
John Bleckley, where the boarders were sons of the
small gentry and professional men of two or three neighbouring
counties, and the day boys sons of the principal townspeople.
There were about fifty pupils, all Protestants or Presbyterians,
a Catholic boy never having been seen within the walls. It needed
a considerable stock of moral courage to contemplate sending
me to such an, establishment, where I might be ill-received,
or, if not ill-received, where I might be taught to despise
the boys of my own race and creed whom I had quitted.
The
consent of my guardian, a parish priest( Rev. James Duffy,
P.P., of Muckno, Castleblayney, afterwards canon of his diocese,
Clogher.) living a dozen miles away, had to be obtained, and
he had liberality and good sense enough to approve of the project.
Mr. Bleckley received me graciously, but during
the first day one of the boys told me (what I soon learned had
been muttered among many others) that it was unpardonable presumption
for a Papist to come among them. But the bigotry of boys is
mostly inherited from their elders, and has little root. This
lad, Mat Trumble, son of a lieutenant
in the British Army, but also grandson of a chaplain of the
Volunteers, afterwards a notable United Irishman soon became
my close friend. He was a youth of good intellect, resolute
will, and considerable reading, and with such aid I did not
do badly in the strange society on which I had intruded. During
the first year a boys' parliament, a boys' regiment, and a boys'
newspaper were established, which I did something to initiate,
and my connection with them was vehemently resisted in the name
of Protestant ascendancy. But after a fierce debate the majority
voted my emancipation, three years before the legislators of
larger growth at St. Stephen's made a similar concession to
my seniors. I used to boast that I was the first Catholic emancipated
in Ireland, but though tolerated I was never allowed altogether
to forget that I belonged to the race who were beaten at the
Boyne. A cynical lad, who afterwards became a noted local preacher,
sometimes occupied the recreation hour with marvellous stories
of Popish atrocities designed for my edification.
One
of them is worth quoting as an illustration of the cruel and
wicked inventions by which the rancour of race hatred was promoted:
A farmer's son - so the story ran - went to confession, and
as his offences were serious the priest made a tally with chalk
on the sleeve of his coat, that the penance might be proportionate
to the sins. "I was too intimate with a neighbour's daughter,
your Reverence." "Very bad," says the priest,
making a stroke on his arm with the chalk. "There was a
baby, your Reverence, and, to keep it dark, I made her throw
it in the river." "Oh, you unfortunate miscreant,"
cried the priest, making two long strokes on his arm; "I'm
afraid you'll never see purgatory. Anything else?" "Yes,
your Reverence, God forgive me, there's something worse. The
girl took to fretting; I was afraid she'd tell her people, and
I shoved her into a bog-hole." " Away with you,"
cried the priest, starting to his feet in a rage. "I can't
absolve a double murderer who has hid his crime from punishment."
"But, your Reverence, - wait a minute, I forgot to tell
you she was a black Prisbiteran." "Pooh ! pooh!"
says the priest, brushing the score off his arm, "why did
you make me dirty my coat?" ('Black' as used here does
not refer to the colour of the girl's skin)
Mat
Trumble, who was present, remarked that if the story was
true, and doubtless it wasn't, the priest might have found a
precedent in Anglo-Irish history, when the violation of a married
woman, with which two Norman soldiers were charged in a court
of Pale ended in a judgment that no offence was proved, as the
victim was a mere Irishwoman!
Mr.
Bleckley was a careful and assiduous teacher, much devoted
to his school, and for five years I profited by his instructions.
We parted under circumstances which, as I have never since doubted,
justified me in quitting him abruptly. One morning before the
arrival of the head-master I had a contest with one of the boys
about something I have altogether forgotten. He complained to
an usher, but, as the ushers were not permitted to punish the
boys, this one promised to report me for misconduct. On the
arrival of the master he did so, and Mr. Bleckley, who
was perhaps disturbed by some personal trouble, immediately
laid hold of me, stretched me over a desk, according to his
practice, and administered a sharp discipline with a leather
strap. When he had finished he faced me and demanded, "Now,
sir, what have you got to say for yourself ?" Though the
result proved a great inconvenience to me I can never regret
what happened as a test of character. "Say," I roared,
"I say it is too late to ask for my defence after I have
been punished; and that I will never suffer you to lay hands
on me again." I seized my cap and vanished out of the school.
Mr. Bleckley reported the facts to my mother, not ungenerously,
I think, but I could not be induced to submit again to his authority.
With the assistance of a student preparing for Maynooth, and
in concert with my constant chum Mat Trumble, I read
at home, to replace, as far as I could, the direction of a competent
teacher.
The
Presbyterian planters from whom my schoolfellows were descended
preserved to an amazing degree the characteristics of their
Scottish ancestors. They were thrifty, industrious, and parsimonious,
and sometimes spoke a language worthy of Dumfriesshire. Their
familiar sayings were of the same origin. "Keep the halter
shank in your ain hand," was a Pawkie warning against rash
confidence; or, "Don't let the want come at the web's end,"
an exhortation to fore-sight. The name employed to designate
a courtesan was "an idle girl," a phrase which implies
a population devoted to labour and duty. The few books which
circulated among them were steeped in the bitterness of hereditary
feuds. I remember being horror-struck by a copy of "Fox's
Book of Martyrs," with illustrations fit to poison the
spirit of a community for a century. Men reared for the liberal
professions might in time outlive these prejudices, but with
the poor and ignorant time only deepens them. But the nationalities
sometimes mingled marvellously. I can recall more than one descendant
of Puritan settlers smitten with sympathy for the Celtic tongue
and Celtic traditions, and on the other hand O'Neills
and MacMahons speaking a dialect that might pass muster
in Midlothian, and practising economies which would charm Sir
Andrew Wylie.